What the hell was I thinking?
It s the poison you ve been drinking
That s got me acting this way
I know it ll all be ok
But I just want you to sit down and listen to
What I have to say

Who the hell am I joking?
It s that shit you ve been smoking
That s got me talking like this
All I do is reminisce
About these things that I remember
That might not even exist

I don t believe in fairy tales anymore
They ve failed me too many times before
I ve depended on hopes and dreams
That are never quite what they seem

I m going to base it all on fact
And keep reality intact
I won t let fantasies take control of me
These fantasies have quite a hold on me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Trying to be someone that I can t be
Act like myself, that s all I ve gotta do
If I m trying to impress you
Cause acting like someone else
Is a easy costume to see through

What the hell is going on?
This feels wrong, like I just don t belong
You know I ll never fit in
With these people you call friends
I just want you, not all them too
All they do is get under my skin

I don t know what is happening
I keep trying, and keep failing
I don t know what else I can do
Because it hurts when I think of you
I don t know how I should react
To a statement with such impact
But my feelings are still intact
Even considering the way that the odds are stacked

I don t believe in fairy tales anymore
They ve failed me too many times before
I ve depended on hopes and dreams
That are never quite what they seem

I m going to base it all on fact
And keep reality intact
I won t let fantasies take control of me
These fantasies have quite a hold on me

I don t believe in fairy tales anymore
They ve failed me too many times before
I ve depended on hopes and dreams
That are never quite what they seem

I m going to base it all on fact
And keep reality intact
I won t let fantasies take control of me
These fantasies have quite a hold on me